Just some ramblings...

Okay so its 11:19p.m. Monday night and I should be in bed but I have so much on my mind and I want to share

- the lady who first looked at our house finally emailed us today just asking some questions but it was good to know she was still a little interested
- Fred had some major problems tonight with a youth thing that was $$$ hope all works out
- didn't get anything accomplished tonight
- did get some rest
- should have done the dishes and put away the laundry
- need a shower
- started a prompt journal - well okay didn't start but have the questions ready and now just need to decorate the book - excited to start it
- lately i have felt the need to write down my thoughts - everywhere - hence the journal, the blog, etc
- Charlie got in a bad cat fight earlier today and i'm worried about her - her nose is warm and dry - she was scratched up bad - bleeding - I worry
- should be going to bed
- my lips hurt
- don't want to go to work tomorrow
- wondering if i should take Wednesday off even though i have part of thursday off with scan appointment
- feeling stressed and anxious
- could cry at any moment
- wondering about adoption

Okay so glad I got all of that off my chest! Now if i could leave that all here and get some rest tonight that would be great!
Oh why oh why do I worry - stew in what I can't do anything about! How can I turn my hobby of scrapbooking into a job? What kind of job will I get when we move?
Okay I'm starting again - STOP AMY AND GO TO BED - man I'm even talking to myself - for those who don't know and reading this you must think I'm CRAZY!
But I'm just a woman with a lot on her mind!