Manic Monday

Well Manic Monday says it all ~ well sort of - at work that is. I just feel so tired after work sometimes - like I have just worked all 5 days in one. But the day is almost done! Mondays at work are deadline days so I tend to be more busy - plus Mondays mean that everyone has to catch up on ther gossip and everyone is cranky - I think that is what exhausts me the most actually is all the negative talk and back talking - I know I share my part in it. Something I wish I could change that about myself!
Didn't get anything done tonight - I am so lazy - I really need to get myself back on track - and of course its almost bed time and I feel like I could do more now then when I first got home - but if I don't go to bed now I won't get up in the morning for work - ugh the terrible cycle!
Anyways on a better note - friends of ours Matt & Gariane who had triplets sent us a link to their website and things seem to be looking up for them - Nathaniel is getting more, off the oxygen and gaining weight, Carissa is doing well and gaining weight and so is Kayley! It is so awesome to see pictures of them! Okay just printed out a bunch to show people.
But unfortunately it still makes me feel a bit depressed and jealous when I see them holding them and stuff - I want a baby so bad - but I don't know if I will ever get one - this is a huge struggle for me - be patient and wait are words that I hate!
Oh well - I will be patient and will continue to pray for these 3 little miracles that God has blessed the Lakers with!
Anyways I better get to bed!
~ another day gone for me~